On Tuesday, Martin and I got back from a week on Pōnui Island at Scripture Union's only annual camp for grownups - their Bible Study Camp. I'm still exhausted, but it was such a good week. It was a beautiful location, people were so friendly, and the teaching times have given me good stuff to ponder on.
We traveled there from the stunning Kawakawa Bay, somewhere I don't think I've been before:
Meals took place in a hall, as did morning teaching sessions and evening 'worship and testimony' sessions (which I generally didn't go to - they started at times like 8pm!):
I particularly appreciated the reflection time on Sunday morning, where we given questions and sent away to think and pray about them. I think one of them was to bring your sadness to God - something like that. I came away realising that Jesus is sad that I'm still significantly ill, just like he was sad when his friend Lazarus died or when he saw the state Jerusalem was in. I tend to think that God only partially healed me because that was all that was needed so I could do my Just Kai work, which feels kind of uncaring. It has been encouraging to remember that God has limited his ability to work in the world as it is now (with most things simply following the laws of physics etc.), and that the struggles I still have are more because of that than because God doesn't care.
The Sunday morning session was a bit different, with the main sessions following the theme of discipleship in the book of Mark. The main thing that struck me from those was a session on the parable of the sower and the seed, and the explanation Jesus gives of it. Our speaker, Ian Waddington, proposed that Jesus wasn't just talking about how people who aren't Christians respond to hearing God's word, but about our ongoing responses through our Christian lives. So we could be hard soil, not growing at all; we could be Christians with little root, thrown whenever stuff gets hard; we could be Christians full of worries that get in the way of our responding to God; or we could be fruitful. He saw the key difference between these different 'states' being the quality of our listening - there are numerous exhortations in the story to 'listen'.
I realised that I'm currently very much focusing on worries and stresses, rather than on what God is saying. Which doesn't mean the worries and stresses are of no consequence, but they're not really where my focus should be....
Other than the scheduled teaching and worship/testimony sessions, it was basically free time, although there were a few organised walks. Here's Martin on a wander he and I took up to the Ros Chamberlin memorial seat (installed in honour of someone from the island who died in a farming accident fairly recently):
This one probably needs to be blown up to see properly. The bay to the right of the picture is where we're camping, and you can see Pakihi Island off the coast:
The bay where we were camping:
Also taken from the sink where I brushed my teeth, this time looking back towards the main part of the camp:
One of the house buses, the sinks where I tended to brush my teeth after breakfast (which did feel awfully public!), and the boat house in the distance:
The back of the cookhouse, off the main hall. Cooking was done on a woodfired stove, and a second woodfired stove provided hot water to the showers (which are behind the green doors you see in the picture below). I hadn't expected hot showers, but they were very nice after a swim!
We both were keen to take advantage of having the sea so close, and having access to kayaks and paddleboards. I went out in a kayak on a fairly choppy day, and was pleased how well I did at both not freaking out and at getting to where I was going. After paddling across the choppy bay it was a delight to go a short way up a blissfully calm estuary, meandering between mangroves before heading back into the sea. We also both tried out stand up paddleboards. My balance is pretty atrocious and I think it'd be a while before I found it calm and meditative, but I was pleased with how I did. Here's Martin having his first go:
Despite all the fun things available, I did spend a lot of time resting, which I did find frustrating. I was fine so long as I focused on all the good stuff I was able to do, but I did feel more acutely than usual how much I was missing out on. It's one thing missing stuff whilst resting quietly at home - another when you can hear snatches of laughter, cheering and singing drifting over, and you'd really love to join in.
The whole place was so full of life! At night we heard ruru and Kiwi; at any hour we'd hear the donkeys (the island is home to Aotearoa's only wild donkey herd, apparently); in the sea we saw two jellyfish - one maybe 1cm across, the other the size of a dinnerplate, although both with the same colouring - perhaps different life stages, perhaps a coincidence; on the way back on the barge we saw huge flocks of some kind of shearwater waiting on the water (perhaps fluttering shearwater?); all kinds of interesting (and less interesting) bugs were continually checking out our tent, etc.
Between our tent and the nearest loo, there was also an artificial pond, made from a mussel farm floatation buoy that had been cut in half (such buoys frequently wash up on the beach from the various nearby mussel farms, apparently). At night, it's inhabited by frogs (the whitish thing is the tail of a decoy duck, which gives you an idea of size):
It was a lovely camp, and we very much hope to go back some time. Martin reckons it was the best holiday he'd had in years, with a really good mix of rest and physical activity and a good break from household chores. Many of the folk there were returnees, including one lady who'd come every year for more than 20 years!
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